Why don't I write?

Anyone who knows me, know that I like to talk, ask questions, and like any good Centellas answer questions and queries that we have no business answering. So with all this, why don't I write more? I though a lot about that question this weekend. With Friday night not turning out as planned and actually starting the weekend off in the wrong direction, I thought a lot about writing. But somehow, after three deleted drafts, I posted nothing until now. No writing/blogging, I realized has become an escape for me. Which is funny to say, because writing used to be my escape, my way of letting things out and taking time to reflect, or just ramble on about nothing. But lately, there has been so much on my mind, that not blogging allows me to hide from everything and everyone. I need to stop this, this is not how I like to operate, it's driving me crazy. I like to write, be open, and just lay down my thoughts, as random as they can be, in cyberspace. So here I go, writing a post at Panera bread, semi random, semi though provoking (at least for me) ... :) BTW, if you haven't been or don't go to Panera, I strongly recommend you do. It's awesome, free wireless, comfortable chairs, busy, free coffee refills and a large large variety of free breads, soups and sandwiches.