Tyler in the city


This is the second weekend in a row that I've gone to NYC. I really do like coming to the city, but for some reason, the more and more I travel away and outside of Wilmington, the more I feel like I don't have a real home. Now that my parents have moved to Bolivia ... and I'm the home owner, I want to make the place I live home. It just doesn't feel that way. Maybe when I visit my parents in thier new home, I'll get that feeling. Something about the atmopshere that my parents create ... my dad on his favorite chir .. doesn't have to be his original chair. Just the one he decides to be his resting chair. That is what I need a familiar enviroment and scene that brings relaxation to me ... instead of me in constant search. I think another factor contributuing to these thoughts is all the work I've been doing. I need to sink my teeth into a job or role at work that I can feel proud and happy of ...